Wednesday, January 11, 2012 '

Go darn it. Friggin hell, why why why ?
Shouldn't have put such a high hope that I'll definitely be choosen to one of th course! Now worse, can't even accept that bloody course they offered me. DARN IT SERIOUSLY! What shall I do now ? Continue working again without any cert?! Fuck man! Down with fever and a irritating flu. That's shouldn't be my life. I just need a couples of years to study why is it so hard to even shortlist me ?! Bloody MOE, shit you man! Just th name but useless thing. Alright, I need a cool down. FUCK YOU MAN !

Monday, December 26, 2011 '

Didn't know time been passing so fast and just didn't realise things has been changing. Trying so hard to satisfies myself by smiling all th time and being kind to other, end up it turn around after gaining something nice for me and I'm totally left alone in th shelves that no one even notice I'm feeling alone and I need a accompany. People tends to be good and nice in front of you. Smile together with you and spending time with you making you feels so happy that you're precious to them. In facts, only idiot like me will think that way. People has been thinking; " Luckily there's you around, if not I'll be bored to death! " Not because they treat you sincerely is because you're good enough for them to use and kill their time. Always thinking that there's always someone would treat me so real but none of them are th same. What can I do ? Venting on you guys or being stupid to force you guys to treat me real ? How long am I suppose to tolerate all these nonsense. Even if I'm gonna stop contacting all my friends, so what ?! Blame me for being soft-hearted and being ignorant. Fine, hovering in those world I might as well do something which makes me feel happy and content rather than feeling down over useless friends of mine. Sorry if my words offend any readers but my words ain't harsh at all. Shall stop my words and goodbye to all my "friends". For now, I'll only stick with my partner who's only true to me.

Sunday, October 16, 2011 '

Happy 9th Monthsary Eve To My Beloved Husband <3 14th'October2011

Well, went to work as usual as baby's off so he sent me to work. Feeling wasn't right for this few days but still went to work with all th energy and made th whole effort to work well. Without any warning, or should say it wasn't what I expected I lose my job AGAIN! HOW MANY TIMES SHOULD I CHANGE MY JOB WITHIN A YEAR ?!?!?! Okay, so while baby's was sleeping at home and when he got this news he rush all th way down just to fetch me. :/ Thanks ♥ In order to cheer me up, baby sacrifices his sleep and bring me out. Baby dress himself up and I knew he was up to something. Bosh! He drive me to VivoCity and I know he wanted to catch a movie with me. :) Went over to redeem out tickets, since our movie is still 6hours from th current time we went over to arcade to kill our time & baby spend 40 bucks on one machine just to get me a doraemon display to cheer me up. I'D A WONDERFUL PARTNER.

Gold Class Ticket <3

Me & Hubby ♥

Us on th sofa bed :)

Th blanket.

I ♥ Atom, Charles & Max <3

Special Ticket :)

Went over to Long John Silver to have our lunch as baby knows I love fries so much :) #Yummy. Went shopping with baby, as my phone battery is running low so decided to take a rest in th car. Baby have his sleep while I Lines with my friends :) Kill th time! Went in to th cinema early and realise there's lounge and sofa in there for us to sit! :@ AHHH. How stupid for us to rest in th car, there's even a wine bar! Idiot ttm. End our day by watching a 2hours plus movie with baby. Thanks baby for making such a wonderful date for me <3 This post is especially posted up for you. ♥ Enjoy my 9'th months with someone like you. #kisskiss

Saturday, October 8, 2011 '

Dearest' Sweet ♥

Well, I guess people who know me long enough will recognize this silly girlfriend of mine <3 We'd been throught bitter & sweet, memories share between us is much more than I spend with our own boyfriend. :) That's show how strong our love is. 10 more days will be our 3years 8months anni. Gosh! It's so long, we could get married if Singapore apporved. Yes, she's a sweet looking girl but she got a very "AHLIAN" temper, good thing about it is she dote on me so much that I feel like owning a world when she's next to me. She's just like my real blood sister, people said that too. Whenever places with her voices around will never short of mine, never because of guy abandon me. That's th greatest thing she'd done for me. Even when her mood was totally down & when I really need a shoulder she'll never break down because her should is needed for me. Thanks being there with me even after so many conflicts and misunderstanding you were my greatest girl in my life.
190208: JoeyLauHuiYi, you're mine ♥

My new bag <3

Yesterday to bugis with Joey, Adeline & Ben. (: At th end of th day only manage to get myself a bag, it doesn't cost much it's only $30 but my heart cracked. OMGOSH. So we shop for th whole afternoon decided to bus back as Ben is rushing to work. Went down to X-gaming to look for Gary while waiting for thier boss to come down to pass Joey money so that we can go home and take a rest but he took a long sweet time to reach here so I went home to have a nap with Adeline while waiting for sweet to come over. Have a powerful nap, chat-ed with baby on phone for minutes, supposingly to meet up with baby before heading down to Powerhouse but we afraid we can't catch our last train as baby is not riding so head over to XG to look for Gary again before heading down. When we reached there, wasn't much people there yet. Went in to Dragonfly to look for Terrence but didn't see him end up he's was checking at PH tonight. Went over to disturb her, privilege from him no checking! :D Wanted to meet him for smoking and had a little chat but too many fight in there so he got no time to entertain me ): When th night is getting darker many familiar face appearing right in my face & yesterday was like a vomiting competition. First time went to PH saw so many people got themselves drunk and vomit everywhere they go. TSK! There's people got caught by bouncer for playing drugs. Didn't realise Chieuyun know Wenyuan too, so end up all sticking together and spend our night! Me & Joey went off around 3plus, finally th rain has gone for a moment but when we're out there waiting for cab th rain came back again. Girls, can you imagine you have been waiting for a cab for moe than 15min under th rain and suddenly 5 malaysian guys came up and snatch cab from us. Is like WTF ?! Did your Government teach you what's manner or ladies first. When you're flirting with girls you act as a gentlemen, no wonder no girls go club with you guys because it's such a disgrace.

Anyways, baby has just arrived in Genting & I'm left alone in Singapore for 6days. I'M A WIDOW! ): Laugh, I'm sure I'm gonna miss baby like a mad woman. Nobody gonna sweet talk me for days, not even a kiss for bed! Gonna torture him when he's back. BABY REMEMBER MY PRESENT~ Teehee! Hopefully he enjoy himself for this one week because I see th way he work is so heartbreaking, guess my baby will put on a lot of weight when he's back uh. Enjoy my little husband. Silly you, don't you dare to gamble at casino I'll definitely kill you. Save th money for our WEDDING RING, WEDDING SHOT& our HONEYMOON. :D Silly baby, I'm gonna wait for you to fulfil our aim. Will be waiting for you to return to my side. Love you my baby husband. 6 more days from now is our 9months <3

Thursday, September 29, 2011 '

Well, I'm so speechless about th incident happen to you. I don't even knows what to say anymore, there's many words in my mind wanting to tell you. BUT it's too late now, everything has come to an end. I know both of us share tons of memories, even used to love each other so madly. No matter what, we'd to move on right. I didn't tears at your funeral because I know you'll never want to see me crying in front of you, in facts I know you loathed it so much. So, are you adapt in your new life, new world & new friends ? I doubt so. :/ We didn't seen each other since I went it, why must it be this way for our next meeting ? I'm gonna talk to myself when I visit you next time. I really got no idea, can you hear me. Why did you left all of us so soon, any idea how hurt your mum & brother is ? Your dad has totally no idea that you'd left this planet, what shall we do ? There's more things to say to you, but I would prefer to talk to you directly. I'll see you soon right ? Xiaojie, please rest in peace. You'll always stand a place in my heart from th day we met. Thanks god that we met, no regrets. T'care, my little boy.

Had a wonderful weekends with my baby cousin & my relatives. Enjoy very much with them. It's nearly 5years since we see each other & guess what I got such a cute & lovely baby cousin. ♥ Omg. Can't imagine I'm such a big girl already. :) Well, I'm planning to visit my cousin & my aunt during December holidays. Gonna play with my cousin as much as I can. Gonna get him many many toys too. See you soon, ahboy! Really miss you th way you shout at my name, calling me to play hide-and-seek & loads of blood sucking. Have more foods & behave, you're way too skinny! *FAINT. I'll dote you like my little brother, gonna pamper you so much.

Thursday, September 15, 2011 '

HAPPY 8TH MONTHSARY BABY ♥

Snapshot <3

Well, baby we'd been together for 8months, but I'm not gonna write you a long story or not gonna sweet talk you. Gonna let your heart to feel me :) Okay, let's start my composition.

Yesterday went to east coast with adeline, ben & baby. :) It's been so long since four of us gather together, went there to have "double date" . Snapshot using phone & polaroid, like a bunch of crazy people.

Let's welcome th 娘娘腔 :D

Snapshot of ben's wearing my hairband & a gay pose. *Cheese! Guess my sister can put this as her wallpaper. So cute if she could put as a potrait in her bedroom. :)

Here's our candid' shot using Polaroid with big wind~ *W-Hooooooo. It's so relax to have your lover to sit next to you and watch th sea and enjoy yourself in a chiling weather. Such a enjoyable night although didn't do anything funny or crazy. Alright, goodnight people.

Baby, you're so great. It's so glad to have you in my arms ♥