Wednesday, March 18, 2009 '
朋友真的会一直在你身边吗 ?Well , this post is because vanessa lesbian ask me to update .so i just post abit here & there bahs . LOLS .tuesday homeleave till sunday , at first i was so happy .now , i doubt so . it make me feel that it suck more .yesterday nelson daddy , bobby & one of their friend came down to kovan fetch me & huifen .waited for so long , smoke awhile jiu took mrt back to bedok . :xreach home alr 7 , lucky call back nobody answer .think th staff went back lerhs , then change clothes put make-up jiu went out lerhs .me & adeline meimei went to 768 meet vanessa & taizi .joey was there too . :c then around 8.30 nelson & bobby came to 407 meet us & slack .not long i went home , jolyn sweetheart , gary didi & fatfat came to look for me .then adeline & bobby came back too . (: last long .talking lots of crap & rubbish . it's like whole day was disturbed by everyone .make me really very dulan luhs . you guys think is fun i don't think so .was slacking outside my house derhs , then i was so dulan i went in to my bedroom and slam th door .so i message them do whatever you guys like , i fcuk care it .they went home after that , bobby call me .hahs , thanks for cheering me up (: just do what you promise me can lerhs .anyway you really did cheer me abit luhs , brother ! LOLS .then jolyn keep message me i don't want to reply .but in th end i did reply her sms . fatfat message me too , keep asking me cheerup .while messaging with kelly baobei , she's so sweet . <3Sorry guys , for giving you attitude .i think is enough lerhs , i'm not th baby you guys know .you see , i can't even get into some topic .is like last time i can take any joke that people say , now i can't even take a small joke .i don't feel that i need to be pamper again . i don't know why th way you all treat me is still th same .still dote on me , still give in to me , still concern about me . why ?!i guess me & th other are tearing apart . :xsorry guys , sweetheart i know you must be very sad now .i didn't blame anyone yesterday , only can blame myself .i'm still as stuborn as last time . sorry .give me time alrights , something i still can't accept it yet .