Tuesday, April 14, 2009 '
时间是不会为我而停止 。I'm really getting pissed off by everything around me le , totally lost without sense .:xeveything around me & thing has been happening it wasn't suppose to be in my life .there and those thing is not th thing i wanted . I just want my life & freedom back .there no other way for me le , keep telling myself never ever run away .if not i'm going to let tons of people down . seriously , what can i do now to make me feel better ?i'm totally confuse thing around me and i just feel like torturing myself .:cforget it , anyway even if i continue saying it also won't make me feel better .and more it make me feel angry & fustrated . thing also won't change for my sake .i just hope that i can relax & be alone by myself now . i wish i could just dumb everything aside .Tender love are so soft .:x making me wonder around .i'm promise to wait for you to appear once again .not giving up because of your tender lips & those warn hug .