Saturday, October 24, 2009 '
Yesterday went to changi airport to have our lunch with lionel , justin , danny & adeline . After that lionel drive me down to rocher road as i'd meeting , meet ahgirl sweetheart at fu lu shou . Bus-ed down to bedok meet adeline . On th way back , henry message me .x: Should i be happy or sad ? Went up to cheeho's house . Nelson daddy came up not long .:] Ton at cheeho's house with nelson , adeline . Chitchat with them & watch tv . :] Bored ley , hahs . All of us fell asleep around 3plus , LOLS . Now at nelson's house rotting . Waiting for time to past . kahyok vanilla coming up soon !
To Him ♥ :
I'm totally disappointed in you :x Everything you say and things you do are different .
You told people you're serious & treasure me alot . You need me by your side .
Seriously , i don't think so at all . You even cried for her when you on th way coming down to meet me .
How much do i mean to you ? I thought we could last . Thought of surrendering because of you .
Now i don't think it's worth it . Th reason you give me is i hide too much thing from you ?
Even say i treat you like shawn's spare tire ? Have i ever say his name after we patch ?
Right from th beginning you'd never trust me before . I should hate you more .
I didn't . On that night both of us broke up , i thought i'll be happier .
Th whole night i try to smile , but i can't . I force myself to sleep in th car through out th whole night .
Just to numb myself from stop missing and thinking of you . Th moment i woke up tear just can't flowing .D:
Why ! Why did i cry for you again . I tried to control but i can't . I really miss you too much .
How can i stop myself from missing , loving & thinking of you ? I admit i was in love in you .