Friday, March 27, 2009 '

Cheebye . Fcuk hostel life luhs !
tuesday sick sleep for th whole day .
suddenly tingting come wake me up ask me go staff's office .
i thought what happen , go in only th staff ask me what's HLS . :0
i totally stund i looked at them and huh ! th staff scolded me & ask me not to act blur .
omg , & i just said out Hostel Life Suck .:c so was punished to write 1000 words why hostel suck .
then after that th staff told me colleen wrote on her hand HLS colleen .
i was so angry i looked at her , i just feel like walk toward her & give her 1 tight slap !
you think is fun uhs ? it's okays i'll play with you then . you just wait , i'm gonna make you cry again .:x
idiots . don't regret for what you did . you think you just wrote a letter to me i'll forgive you .
come on stop dreaming can who do you think you are ? BITCH + SLUT !
wanna play with me make sure don't give up hors !
COLLEEN CHUA SIN LIN . you're just a dog in my eye .

just came back from school not long . :) i'd to go back to that fcuking place tomorrow at 9am .
that place really suck like hell luhs , i hate th tent !
i wanna leave that place ! it doesn't belong to me at all .
th staff are just like abuser & mad . don't feel like going anywhere today .
tomorrow is fahrenheit autograph session , i was suppose to go .
thanks to that FCUKER , now i can't even get to see them .
i really hope to go , i really hope miracle will happen .
i just hope to see them in real person , sigh D:
anyway hope tomorrow thier autograph session will be sucessful . ♥

Boy , i miss you badly .
Hope you're doing fine in there . :)
199 days without you .

Saturday, March 21, 2009 '

I don't know why , today i keep listening to tiamo .
th facts is till today i still can't put down on you . :0
many people tell me you don't worth my waiting .
i still choose to wait , i miss you badly .
am i waiting for miracle ? I don't even know what i'm thinking .
th only thing i knew was i can't forget what happen when we're together . :x
even though was a short term of love , but i'd took it very seriously since i be with you .
i really hope that 1 day i could took out th courage to visit you , i doubt you will see me .
till now i still can't forget th word you say to me , but did you say it with your own heart ?
i don't care who are you now , i really wanted to see you again .
even if i wait till you came out , will i given a chance again ?
i only can say i love you deeply still . :l
Shawn.L.S.Y , i miss you badly .
192 without you , since th day you left me .

Wednesday, March 18, 2009 '

朋友真的会一直在你身边吗 ?

Well , this post is because vanessa lesbian ask me to update .
so i just post abit here & there bahs . LOLS .
tuesday homeleave till sunday , at first i was so happy .
now , i doubt so . it make me feel that it suck more .
yesterday nelson daddy , bobby & one of their friend came down to kovan fetch me & huifen .
waited for so long , smoke awhile jiu took mrt back to bedok . :x
reach home alr 7 , lucky call back nobody answer .
think th staff went back lerhs , then change clothes put make-up jiu went out lerhs .
me & adeline meimei went to 768 meet vanessa & taizi .
joey was there too . :c then around 8.30 nelson & bobby came to 407 meet us & slack .
not long i went home , jolyn sweetheart , gary didi & fatfat came to look for me .
then adeline & bobby came back too . (: last long .
talking lots of crap & rubbish . it's like whole day was disturbed by everyone .
make me really very dulan luhs . you guys think is fun i don't think so .
was slacking outside my house derhs , then i was so dulan i went in to my bedroom and slam th door .
so i message them do whatever you guys like , i fcuk care it .
they went home after that , bobby call me .
hahs , thanks for cheering me up (: just do what you promise me can lerhs .
anyway you really did cheer me abit luhs , brother ! LOLS .
then jolyn keep message me i don't want to reply .
but in th end i did reply her sms .
fatfat message me too , keep asking me cheerup .
while messaging with kelly baobei , she's so sweet . <3

Sorry guys , for giving you attitude .
i think is enough lerhs , i'm not th baby you guys know .
you see , i can't even get into some topic .
is like last time i can take any joke that people say , now i can't even take a small joke .
i don't feel that i need to be pamper again . i don't know why th way you all treat me is still th same .
still dote on me , still give in to me , still concern about me . why ?!
i guess me & th other are tearing apart . :x
sorry guys , sweetheart i know you must be very sad now .
i didn't blame anyone yesterday , only can blame myself .
i'm still as stuborn as last time . sorry .
give me time alrights , something i still can't accept it yet .

Saturday, March 14, 2009 '

Actually i wazs so lazy to post derhs .
then i promise kahyok vanilla that i will post .
so just post abit bahs . (:
friday do big charge with kahyok so sweet . ( xiaohong don't jealous )
from 7 we start doing lerhs , until 11 aunty come help us .
lucky still got people help if not sure can't finish derhs .
yesterday th staff bring us out for kayaking .
well it's quite fun , but th worse thing is i got sunburn !
now th skin colour look so wierd , ewwwks .
then 3.30 finally homeleave liaos , yeahs !
me & huifen buddy take mrt home , around 4.30 reach home .
then jolyn sweetheart came to bedok meet me . :D
always like this derhs , th moment i step out of my house jiu RAIN .
idiots ! then bus-ed down to pasir ris for xiaosheng's chalet .
then saw xiaocheehoe at there , but when he see jolyn he's so angry .
we went to th back of th chalet & slack .
saw ahqiang baby & dylan , don't know why saw ahqiang i shouted babyyy & hug him .
then jolyn & adeline meimei say everyday see him weekend see him still so happy . (:
dylan & ahqiang came for rachelle's chatlet .
yesterday saw ahdai boyf & ahboy too .
xiaohei laogong actually got chatlet too . :)
suddenly so many people got chatlet , somemore all at th same block .
awhile later vanessa lesbain & alicia cutiepie came too .
they was so angry with cheehoe too :c i'd no idea why .
so xiaosheng went to talk with cheehoe .
7 plus we went back to xiaosheng's chalet for barbeque .
then cheehoe keep disturbing me , LOLS .
didn't feel like eating anything so all give nelson daddy .
after eating they went to a shelter there to slack cause raining soon . :x
th grass so wet so i ask daddy piggy back me . Thanks ♥
yesterday so fun luhs , keep smoke & smoke & smoke .
daddy sot lerhs , buy 5packets of singapore cigg down to smoke .
i think because he feeling moody bahs , cheerups !
so 8.30 me , alicia & adeline cab-ed home & alicia came to our house .
alicia was making up & adeline took a shower before went back to th chatlet .
was suppose to go back to xiaosheng's chatlet at 1am .
i'm trying to sneak out but can't , daddy very late then came back . :(
then i messaging with daddy , i wanted to go down .
but my dad very late then went to bed , when he went to bed i fall asleep liaos .
i'm sorry for those guys who're waiting for me , i didn't mean it .
hope you all are not angry with me , yeahs .
i meet you guys up again . SORRY (:
hope you guys enjoy at th chatlet , i enjoy it every muchhhh .
yesterday mesasge with taizi also , suddenly say wanted to slack with me .
2 more week me & daddy going to put tattoo lerhs , thanks uhs xiaosheng .
now messaging with daddy & xiaohong vanilla in-law .
later going tamp to meet kahyok , xiaohong & peklin .

Saturday, March 7, 2009 '

Vanilla & Vanilla in-law :D
thanks for th support & courage you give me .
i know you & xiaohong care for me . (:
but r/s this type of thing we can't force derhs mahs , right ?
so let's natural take it course lohs , at least me & him still friend .
well , i hope wish th two of you last long .
no matter what , th both of you don't break again . :x
anyway thanks all of you very much , it's over i guess .

Jolyn ` SWEETHEART !
Sweetheart , I love you luhs ♥ finally meet up with you .<3
i hope to meet you up every weekend . (:
last long with ahbee ohs .
we really sweetheart lohs , my last ex also call ahbee .
hope your last boyf will be ahbee too .
Miss you very muchhhhhhhhhh . :D

Huifen buddy
buddy , thanks you for always be there for me .
i love you too ♥ hope you will find a better boyf rather that HIM .
so fun ehs , evedryday inside with you do tons of funny funny things .
Muacks ! ILOVEYOU . don't say i bo xim uhs .

today 5 wake up lerhs . :x so tired & kelian , LOLS .
cause today got sport carnival , so boring luhs .
suppose to end at 12 , then th principal drag time till 1plus .
then today yannick korkor , neslon daddy & caspar sister came .
th weather is damm hot lohs , plus stuffy . :c
after th carnival take cigg from nelson , thn took cab home with gary didi .
reach home play com till 4 then went to meet baolian jiejie at phone both .
took 168 & bus-ed down to woodland meet kahyok vanilla & huifen buddy . :D
kahyok went down to batok to pick huifen , so me & baolian went to smoke first .
then suddenly kahyok message come say he break with yikwang lerhs .
i stare at th phone awhile then i scolded cheebye , wth !
don't know what they do again , today is thier 1month they just break off .
then i keep thinking what to do sia , can't just ended liddat .
so we meet up first , then we went to arcade play & play .
not long jolyn sweetheart came , after awhile we went to smoke .
then harvey hungry , went to have his dinner .
so we waited outside th arcade wait for jolyn's boyf come . (:
actually jolyn's bof is my friend , so long didn't see him lerhs .
then went to food court to look for yikwang they all .
finish eating we went to walk , cause cheekah wanted to buy present for th girlf .
after that yikwang , cheekah & harvey went to cheekah's girlf house .
daddy come to pick me & baolian up at causeway point .
jolyn & ahbee went to tampines to meet thier friend . LOLS .
on th way home , was talking with yikwang . :c solving how to make them patch .
then finally after awhile they patch lerhs , congrats ! LASTLONG !
reach home watch tv , messaging with kahyok , yikwang & jolyn .
they was like asking me to message harvey , so i took out my courage to message him .
anyway thanks for all those courages & support .
it's wasn't sucess anyway . :c but enough lerhs . thanks guys !
after posting want to go watch my fahrenheit show lerhs , byes ! ♥
by th way , ahqiang baby sorry for not turning up on ahlee b'day .

cause today something happen , i hope to go too .

i'll try to make it on next sat & meet you up , alrights ?

anyway happy b'day to ahlee . (:

Boy , anyway thanks for replying th message . (:
although th confession didn't sucess , i'm content to see you every week lerhs .
at least you still talk to me & treat me as a friend .
i'm glad to see you , i just hope not to see you sad .
i'll continue wait till you accpet me , i promise .
no matter what i'll be there for you , maybe abit stupid .
to me i think is worth th waiting , i won't regret it .
i hope you will take care of yourself & i'll love you always .♥

Wednesday, March 4, 2009 '

爱得越深伤得越深，拿得起一定要放得下。
爱真的很痛，我真的累了。

I ♥ th show loads . <3

Now suppose to do my EBS coursework .
me & ahhao didn't bring our coursework that why we're doing nothing .
laughs :x i'm read so many people blog till i going to fall asleep soon .
YAWNS ! finding show to watch , suddenly feel like watching th spirited away again .
th show is so touching & nice , has been watching & watching .
LOLS . it so boring that ahqaing baby & ahhao keep singing song .
yeahs ! today is thursday , 2more days to my homeleave .
saturday maybe going out with ahqaing for ahlee b'day .

Sweetie , i hope nothing will happen to you .
even if you go in i'm going to wait for you to be out .
I simply love you luhs . :DD
拿得起一定要放得下。我爱你！

Tuesday, March 3, 2009 '

爱真的很痛。

I never thought that thing will turn up liddat .
you really make me hate you loads .
why must you blame other not yourself . :c
he just trying to help me that all .
why must you so anxious about what he say to her ?
just give me a answer that all , isn't very hard ?

forget it , th answer is very obvious lerhs . D:

i'm really tired of it lerhs , seriously .

小叮当 ♥
currently i'm doing my CPA common test now .
it really so bored so do some stupid thing .

i went to yahoo & do some searching on doraemon .(:
happy luhs , i love it tons & tons .

Sunday, March 1, 2009 '

FUCK TH WORLD MANS !

Th tent is going to make me crazy !

this hostel are like hell luhs .

i really can't stand it anymore .

it really making me more & more irritated .

those people there are mad !

they will do all kinds of funny thing .

it worse ! it wasn't funny but scary .:c

what happen to me ? why will i ended in this state ?

i told myself i shouldn't run away .

i'm tolerating , i'm afraid i can't take it 1 day .

so hurting & suffering to me . It spoilt & ruin my life .

Fcuk th law mans ! FREAK OFF !

Why everything i do didn't goes as smoothly as i want ?

it really hurting on everything , even i look at you i'm afraid .

even though we don't really talk i'm content , at least i got to see you .

but i'm so scare that 1 day you're gone ! i don't want to lose you .

you're not belong to me from th begining .

i really can't afford to lose you , i don't know why .

i just want to see you everyday , you know that too . D:

isn't i don't even deserve any chance from you ?

what can i do in order to make you touched ?

i'm trying my best to do everything i can .:x

i just need your 1 chance , i need your courage .

only you can make me have th courage to do things .

i miss you through th nights & i miss you badly .

your love for me is so high that i really hope to tell you i'm in love with you .

i want to hug you tight & never let go ? :c

when we that day come ? will you ever give me a chance ?

i doubt that day will come true ?

Boy , seriously i need you tons .

♥ Harvey ! I'm waiting for th chance to come .