Saturday, May 30, 2009 '

Today isn't a great day .:x morning was waken up by my mum . saw peeky heizhu message , ask me faster wake up . now i'm awake yet i'm playing th com for th whole morning till now . so dulan cause peeky say want go swimming , but my mummy don't allow me go too far .:0 shag lar . then plan to go escape but i no money ler . so kahyok vanilla actually want come down meet me , but i really lazy to go out ler . sorry .:/ later still must go back to that dog's house . edward message me when he's awake , pei him chat awhile don't know why sunddely never reply ler . Lols :d today reall was a unpleasant day lar . that all i can say . msn with vanessa lesbian then she offline ler . now only left me & adeline meimei at home rotting !

Baby , i miss you terribly . ♥

Today went outings with th tent & YMCA people for nature walk etc .:x me & joyce chocolate keep walking very behind because we felt so embarrass walking with them . omfg ! my homeleave was cut by WAN TOY LENG because of one report slip . fine ! i don't wish to elaborate this matter anymore . okay , after th outings went back to th tent to take a nap & went back for homeleave .:c

This photo was aaron when he was young . he's so cute can . ♥

me & kimi cute cute help colleen lala & joyce to buy cigg .x: walked to kovan MRT station there to smoke because scare that staff will pass by th coffee shop . after smoking me , wenzhen shortcake & meihui bus-ed home . me , kimi & joyce went to cold storage took lemon barley & drink then put it back to th shelve . then colleen & peeklin went up CD shop to buy th PI LI M.I.T disc for me . thanks , i ♥ colleen la . i really so happy after she brought for me . :)

This th disc colleen brought for me . Clap . ♥

reached home play com awhile then bus-ed down to woodland .:x today i was a muddle head . i wanted to board th bus that time i realise i forgotten to take my wallet out . run home to take my wallet & took bus from inter again . so tired . x: kahyok vanilla keep calling me ask me to faster . you got your laoshu ler , still need me mehs . laughs , joking la . bus-ed down to woodland centre to buy my mp3 , thanks daddy ♥ . meet peeky heizhu at woodland centre . cabbed down to causeway to have our dinner then cabb-ed home again . anyway i want to thank laoshu vanilla in - law for messaging him on my behalf . althought didn't success i now got my answer & i should listen to vanessa lesbian ; always follow my heart . :/ thanks vanessa for those advise . Loves ! nelson daddy & vanessa for breakfast then bus-ed down to woodland to swim . everybody go & read alicia's blog see how crazy my cutiepie & my sister was . tons of their retarded pictures . :D night everyone .

I ♥ jiayu vanilla tons !

Random :/

Baby , after hearing those advise i finally make up my mind . :x i promise to wait for you . remember ? i'm so regret that that time you asked me if i'll wait for you if you go in . i didn't reply you , at that point of time i really can't promise you anything yet .:c sorry . now i'd my answer & i should follow my heart . i'm sorry i'd let you down , but i promise i'll wait for your final answer . i'll always be th one waitng & always be by your side . i'm gonna wait for you . ♥

Friday, May 22, 2009 '

Oh well , this weekend's homeleave has been cut away .:x LOL , so stay in th tent to do my own stuffs & play com . Bored .keep changing my blog's skin because i realise my blog's skin doesn't have my past post . i'm going to gone hay wired , it's like most of th blogskin do not have it you see .:c let's not talk about this , i'm here to post a short post in case peeps tag me & say is DYING . okay , june holidays is round th corner , guess is 2 weeks from now if i'm not wrong . oh , today finally anna has discharge . so happy for her yeah . okays , let's end here . i'll be toning in 2 week time , anyone who care to come along give me a call . :D

P.S ; Baby will meet up her lady's soon . :)

Boy , hasn't seen you since yesterday .:x missing you badly now .
i'm not going to give up , but i'm not going to confess to you either .
i don't even know what should i do now . just seeking you for a chance :x
how i wish i could get a happy answer from , telling me face to face .
no matter what people say to me about you , i'm not going to believe single thing .
unless i witness on my own eye , cause i'm not going to doubt your character .

Thursday, May 21, 2009 '

Today morning was so cooling & tired , was feeling so sleepy th whole day .:x
went home to take my phone , gary didi called me .
so walked to 109 and meet didi , shag . no cigg again .
pei didi walk to 108 only ahle & his friend were there , so we went in to school .
go canteen buy drink sit at canteen awhile .:c school bell has rang so walked to parade .
didi keep disturbing me , LOLS . he went to his class so i went to quene up too .
stand behind waiting for weixiang erzi they all to come , while waiting i saw HIM .:D
i was so happy , cause one day didn't see him finally saw him early in th morning .
before national anthem start , seowshong they were pushing me to stand next to him .
i don't even dare to look at him , how could i be standing next to him . ( Not up to th standard )
singing national anthem weixiang keep disturbing me . :x keep blowing my hair .
i knew that he was standing behind me , so i dare not turn back just to peek at him .
after that went to sit behind him , so i could see his backview . Sick !
went back to our respective classes , talking to kahyok vanilla all th way & missing him . ♥
finally recess already , rush to canteen to meet didi . :] & i saw him in th canteen .
thought he will buy food and eat so could see him abit longer :x but he did not .
pei didi , yiling girlf , suting & royce dumb to eat . they keep talking about HIM . omg !
it's kinda sad cause today only get to see awhile then go back to class already .:0
later going back to school for my D&T with ivy & yeehong . Tired :x
june holidays meeting jolyn sweetheart asking her to teach me with my homeworks .
really going to put most of th time on my revision already . going to tired myself out .
i swear that i'd to pass my N level , if not i'm going crazy . :x so sweetheart let's study together .
hope that i really can clam down & put everything away & really STUDY . Go for it yeahs .

Boy , half a year has past .:x time has been passing on .
really can't imagine when we both graduate th day i can't see you .
is time for me to put down on you already . hoping one day i'd th courage to confess to you .
hope you pass your O level & go to th school you wanted to go . All th best to you .:x
i'm missing you at this moment , your image has been appearing inside my mind .
我没有任何理由不让自己继续爱上你 , i love you very muchhh . ♥

Wednesday, May 20, 2009 '

I really got nothing to say about it .:x sad .
today early in th morning rushing to parade square just to look at him .
but he wasn't there , thought he was late .
then missing you th whole day , during lesson also miss you like crazy .
was looking at th clock for th whole morning , D&T was so stress .:c
rushing for time , just to see you during recess time .
finally finish my lesson , rush to canteen to see you , but you wasn't there .
after that saw shengwei and those guys came down , but couldn't see you .
so i guess you not in school today .:x i'm missing you like mad at this moment .
hope you will be in school tomorrow . LOLS . people keeping asking why i fall in love with you .
i kept quiet for a moment & my answer is i don't know . maybe is your character who attract me ?
weixiang erzi & caspar sister keep telling me about his stuffs .:x
i really don't believe unless his buddies came up and told me everything , if not i won't believe .
i really love him very much , i wanted you to be my boyf .
after that caspar sister told me everything was FAKE . WTH . i thought is true .
my taste wasn't that bad can ! laughs . see him tomorrow . (:
i miss my vanilla so much , today talking to her th whole day . LOLS .
hope can see her soon , anyway vanilla in-law thanks . Last long . ♥

Jolyn's ;
Well , everything is fine & settle . i promise there won't be second time already .
i mean what i say , hoping that you're doing great & fine now . as i remember everything you said .
you never failed to make me smile or laugh , you're also once my listener .:x Loves .
after this quarrel , i even pretend that nothing happen .
this few day when i woke up i still can't believe that i'd quarrel with you .
it really worse than a nightmare . i'm trying to console myself . i'm sorry .:x
& now we'd patch thing up , meet up after your mid-year exam . everything is over .

Boy , i'm missing you at this moment . ♥
feeling so shag & hurt now , cause i know you will never be once mine .
i really need you so badly , even there a chance to be with you 1 day is enough .:x
from now till we both graduate , there only 6 months left to see you . thats enough .
it's so great to see you everyday , but it's still so hurt that i couldn't even talk to you face to face .
I love you very muchh . I swear , hoping that god will help me for once .
That will be great if it really come true . thanks man . !

Tuesday, May 19, 2009 '

It's been few days since i update my blog .
yesterday was a very fcuked up day for me , thanks to th someone .
you know who you're ! i'm sure you're cock clear about what you'd said .:x
complaining to staff about kahyok threathing her ! omg , you sure is threathen ? JOKES !
try asking yourself , how bad we treat you ? did we ever bully you inside there before ?
come on stop talking craps in front of those staff . stop curry favour them .
it won't work . me & peklin went in to dorm 6 you quite happy , ain't you ?
i'm not scare at all , complain till you're content . i won't just forgive you .
calling yourself piakia ? 24 gi lian hor ! throwing thier faces into th bin i guess .(:
don't always act big in front of those peeps who're weak . stop your's acting .
it's so pissed off can , anything happen to kahyok & laoshu i make sure you DIE .
i mean what i say , i'm going to make you suffer .:x fatty boom boom .
at night stack your pillow high enough & think how many friends you left ?
who treat you as a good friend ? your current state is GOOD ?
cause you're scare of cutting homeleave , bad report & etc . Scary Cat .
enough of her nonsense . let see what she gonna do next .:0

wake up as usual , bus-ed home to took my phone & walked to school .:x
went to school as usual , walk to th parade square for flag raising .
was spotting him in th parade square , didn't see him till th flag raising ended .
laugh , it's so content to see him early in th morning .:D i guess that's enough .
today early in th morning kahyok vanilla called me .
i thought what happen how come called me early in th morning .
oh well , i guess you know what happen exactly uh . don't be so worry .
luckily you & laoshu has make thing up . Cheerups alrights .
don't be too worry about me & that BASTARD . it's all over .:x
i'll never give him a chance anymore . FCUKER .
during recess time huifen buddy called me too .
talking about those topic . :x i'll never let her off .
i got my own plan , so kahoyk i won't let anything happen to you .:D
you just last long with your laoshu , ♥ my girlfriends .

Boy , everyday looking at you make me feel great .
yet you didn't even notice that i'm around , i guess .:x
everytime when you're not around i miss you like mad .
hoping that one day you could just come forward & talk to me .
that will be th happiest day , but i think that only what i'm thinking .:c
missing you through out th whole day , missin you like mad .
always told myself at least i got to see you everyday , that was only consoling myself .
i know that you will never notice me , but you're always hiding inside my heart .
loving you is what i always do , missing you is what i always doing . ♥ 47946

Saturday, May 16, 2009 '

A.aron.Y.Y.L ♥

Today come out from homeleave ler :D heepees .
went down to xg to meet gary didi cause weiqin laopo put areoplane .
what th fcuk ask me don't put ownself go sleep .
then went down to tamp to meet kahyok vanilla , laoshu & boyf .
wait for boyf till we want sleep ler .:x sit till backside pain la .
went to walk around at tamp 1 , smoke go masa malan walk . :)
around 6 then he reach . took mrt to pasir ris walk walk .
go play arcade etc . bus-ed down to bedok then pei kahyok & laoshu go take bus .
after that boyf send me home , then he went home to sleep ler .

Although we'd make thing up alr , but i felt that we don't have that kind of "love" again .
i can say that i'm childish or what .:x it's hard for us to be back as close as last time .
since i'd choose to break up this relationship with you no point keeping all those things .
not that i don't cherish th time we spend , it's like you alr said too late .
this is th only sentence that you say to me hurt me th most ; you'd change not me .:c
at that time of point i told myself is over . maybe th life you having now is much more better .
friend of course still be , but we will never share secret or go out like last time .
it's not i choose not to , is i feel that it's all over . can't blame you of th whole matter .:x
hope you will last long & smiling all th time . t'cares . <3 070908 - 140509

Baby , i miss you badly . ♥

Wednesday, May 13, 2009 '

还有多久你才会出现
Today morning rain so heavy when i reaches bedok .
awws . my sock & shoe are wet la .:x
inside classroom me & weixiang erzi took off our shoe and put under neath th fan . Lols .
went for D&T period , so funny teacher were joking with us .
hehs , keep disturbed us . OMG :D guess what i pass my D&T . (27/50)
Laughs , i was so happy that even teacher praise me .
messaging with yongqiang dear cause i'm so bored .:x
he's kinda of cute yeahs , he look like a small little kids .
took back my chinese paper . whole class i'm 2nd . (85/100)
teacher also praise me guess my parents will be happy too .
now having EBS , also just took back my paper . PASSED . (52/100)
meow , all still very low . must work harded ler .:D
yesterday took back my math , still th same . FAILED . (33/100)
every year th same uh . sadded . now messaging with ahbee .
today quite lot of people didn't come . went for recess with gary didi & joel .
saturday looking for people to go watch night at th museum 2 .
WHO WANNA GO WITH ME UH ? call me please .:x
this show is damm funny & nice can ! See you guy soon .

Missing you is what i do . Loving you is i'd always been doing .
I just wanted to take a look in your eye . You make me smile .:x
but everything you done , have make me shed a tears for you .
you'd leave me just like that , what am i going to do .
i miss your's voice , hug & those kisses . <3

Tuesday, May 12, 2009 '

Everything is just a lie .

09 may 09
Happy Mother's Day ! <3
Saturday just went back for homeleave .
went down to plaza sing with kahyok vanilla to work awhile .
then meet damian awhile jiu went home ler .
Sunday went out with my family to buy some stuffs .
after that my father send me back ler :D

13 may 09
Today really damm pissed off la . :x
quarrel with joyln because of something . Like dog la .
message with weiqin laopo & yongqiang dear .
waiting for this saturday so that can meet up with weiqin .
ton & ton of thing wanna to share & talk with you . Loves ♥
just read weiqin's blog , kinda sad uh ? hehhs , cheer up :d
your's laogong will always be here for you .

Weiqin Laopo ;
Laopo , cheer up la :D anything feel free to talk to me .
i'll always be there for you der . don't worry .
i understand how you feel now . i'm sorry uh .
sometime really not enough time to chat with you . :c
when everytime i need to find someone to chat with , you're always th one .
i love you la , laogong & laopo forever . <3>
those tears & happiness we spend is always on my mind .

Missing th time spending with you . <3
Like a bird my heart is flying free .
i'm soaring on th sore , waiting for you to return by my side .

Saturday, May 2, 2009 '

Sigh , almost 3 weeks didn't go for homeleave ler :x
sad la , hehhs . okay let say about other stuffs .
next friday my exam will be over , see my homeleave soon ler .
& yesterday kahyok vanilla came back , she out new angkong ler . ♥
Baby will meet up all my gans & friends soon . (: