Thursday, October 29, 2009 '

Yesterday around 4plus went to meet ben with kahyok vanilla , bus-ed down to woodland inter . Ben & kahyok stay at causeway point so i bus-ed down to panjang and meet boyf . :] LOLS . Meet boyf not long kahyok call and say cheeho at woodland ! So i was shocked , what was he doing here ? Kays , so cheeho wanted to find trouble with us . Why he still can't let go of kahyok , my poor vanilla . So kahyok & ben together cab down to panjang and meet us . Boyf went home & change so we waited at boyf's house downstair . Sunddenly cheeho's gan mei christina called kahyok , so she passed th phone to me . Th point is we got taiji yesterday , so me boyf , kahyok & ben went for dinner first . Went back to bus stop and fetch adeline meimei as we forgotten about her , when we reach there she's so angry with me . D: Sorry meimei . Bus-ed down to woodland , settle th problem . Half way through , boyf was in th rush so send him to MRT station . I know that boyf was very angry with me , cause i promise i won't talk when i reach there . Small little stuffs can make till so big . Sigh ! Went back there , settle till 10plus . Bus-ed over to ben's house downstair with kahyok . Adeline went home , as she going school to get her result th next day .:] GoodLuck ! Went to zhangwei's house at 12 . Currently at kahyok's house , as my dearest vanilla is still sleeping like a pig !

To Trina.Sim.Kah.Yok:

Vanilla , no matter what we're always together :]

Remember , there's no sorry or hate between us .
You'll always be my vanilla , from th day we became .
No worrys ! I'll never blame you for doing all this .
If you're happy , i'll laugh with you . If you're sad , i'll cheer you up .

That what your vanilla always do ;D Jiayou in everything .

Seriously , if 1 day i really went in . Be strong alright ?

I know you'll be waiting for me , i'll miss you too . ♥

Vanilla , you're my one and only !

To boyf :

Baby , thanks for everything ♥

I know you're good to me and want me to be happy .

I just hate to create trouble for you , cause i don't want anything happen to you .

Remember th promises we'd make . I want to spend my whole life time with th only you .

& i'll be strong as always , cause i'd a nice boyf like you .

Baby , don't always care about me only . Take good care of yourself alrights .

I miss you badly now , hope i could just sleep in your arm everyday .

Love you and that's forever :] Adrian.T

Wednesday, October 28, 2009 '

Love taste bitter

Today work for th whole day uh :x left kahyok vanilla's house at 2pm , took mrt to admiraty with jiawei and co . As we gather there . Start work at 3 , as we're working door to door flyer . Luckily baby call me and chat th whole afternoon :] Love you la ! Then till evening i totally give up already , but still hang on till 10plus . Me & kahyok dying soon already . Message with baby all th way , now currently at caspar sister's house . Caspar cook supper for me as i was so hungry , thanks alot sister ♥ Sad uh , baby on duty till morning , hope he won't tired himself out .:x Miss him so badly . Yeahs , 2 more days i meeting baby ler . Sleeping soon , caspar is tired . So i'm gonna message with baby now , byeeeeeeeeee .:D

To Trina.S.K.Y :
Sorry vanilla , just now bad mood that why shouted at you :x
Really not purposely , i'm sorry . I know this few days you're in a bad mood too .
We really don't have much time for those craps around us , money is important .
Let's find jobs together , i'll never leave you to die . ♥

To Him :
Baby , thanks for being there for me all along .:]
Well , i trust you th most now . Don't worry .
I'm not going to leave you and dumb you alone .
You understand me more than all those boys out there .
Fling are not important to me , cause i have such a nice boyf now .
Thanks for giving me a space to breathe and those freedom .
& i mean what i said , i'd so much confident in you .
Remember th promise between us , let's our love last

Tuesday, October 27, 2009 '

I love vanilla super loads <3

Just wanted to do a quick post :D i shall annouce i'd broken up with cheehoe again , and this shall be th final . Same goes to my precious kahyok vanilla . Well , i really got nothing to say at all . Th 4 of us broke up twice was at th same day and almost same timing . If you guys think that we're just following th flow then let it be , i'll just keep quiet .
Slack all th way at causeway point with kahyok & adeline meimei . Around 11pm send kahyok to bus stop , then we bus-ed down to tamp to meet caspar sister . Messaging with boyf th whole night :] chatted on phone with boyf & laoshu vanilla in-law . Now almost going to 2am already , still messaging with boyf . So late still don't want sleep , don't tired out yourself .

Boyfriend , I'll try to put more effort in th r/s .
Promise not to create any trouble for you .:D
I'll also be a good girlf , won't let you worried for me .
Hold me tight and never let go , loving boyf ♥
27 October 2009 ` 20:17 .

Sunday, October 25, 2009 '

Went to east coast with baby , kahyok vanilla , cheeho , nelson daddy & co yesterday . LOLS . It's been ages seen we went there . 4plus kuipei drive us back , went to cheeho's house to bathe then wenzhen shortcake came too . Bus-ed down CGH with nelson & wenzhen as nelson went to take mc . Around 7plus send wenzhen to bus stop , went back there to waited for nelson , waited for 2hours plus . Bus-ed back to nelson's house , baby was using com . Then something happen to nelson & adeline meimei . Fuck , really so sick of all this thing already . Went to bedroom and pei nelson as he's was so shag , went out to on th com , then baby don't let me play . So he ask me to pei him watch soccer ! Bored me to death D; 11plus went back cheeho's house . Baby lost $750 on soccer , sad for him uh . Baby tomorrow then book out miss him so much can . :0 Now currently at nelson's house , cook noodles for cheeho . No taste eh , i really don't know how to cook this type of noodle ]: Sorry .

Daddy , cheerup soon :D
You still got me here with you .
I believe one day you'll find a good & nice mummy for me .
Love daddy forever .

Baby , you're back once again .:D
I'll never leave you again , i need you !
Love you lot ♥

Saturday, October 24, 2009 '

Yesterday went to changi airport to have our lunch with lionel , justin , danny & adeline . After that lionel drive me down to rocher road as i'd meeting , meet ahgirl sweetheart at fu lu shou . Bus-ed down to bedok meet adeline . On th way back , henry message me .x: Should i be happy or sad ? Went up to cheeho's house . Nelson daddy came up not long .:] Ton at cheeho's house with nelson , adeline . Chitchat with them & watch tv . :] Bored ley , hahs . All of us fell asleep around 3plus , LOLS . Now at nelson's house rotting . Waiting for time to past . kahyok vanilla coming up soon !

To Him ♥ :
I'm totally disappointed in you :x Everything you say and things you do are different .
You told people you're serious & treasure me alot . You need me by your side .
Seriously , i don't think so at all . You even cried for her when you on th way coming down to meet me .
How much do i mean to you ? I thought we could last . Thought of surrendering because of you .
Now i don't think it's worth it . Th reason you give me is i hide too much thing from you ?
Even say i treat you like shawn's spare tire ? Have i ever say his name after we patch ?
Right from th beginning you'd never trust me before . I should hate you more .
I didn't . On that night both of us broke up , i thought i'll be happier .
Th whole night i try to smile , but i can't . I force myself to sleep in th car through out th whole night .
Just to numb myself from stop missing and thinking of you . Th moment i woke up tear just can't flowing .D:
Why ! Why did i cry for you again . I tried to control but i can't . I really miss you too much .
How can i stop myself from missing , loving & thinking of you ? I admit i was in love in you .

Monday, October 19, 2009 '

19 oct 2009 , Speechless .

Yesterday around 8plus went over to 530 as nelson daddy meeting xiaohao . While they were talking , i was on th phone with kahyok vanilla . ;D after that went to th middle of th open space , jiajun korkor , xiaodi & dylan was there too .So sat down and chat with them and on th same time was talking with kahyok cause she quarrel with cheeho then cheering her up . Not long baby call in and chat , so i walk to a quiet place to talk . Jiajun & dylan came over too , then was talking to them at th same time , baby he calling me but didn't hear . So he dulan hang up th phone , pissed off can . Message & call him also didn't reply or pick up . Like fuck , kahyok was talking on phone with baby . Just to help me , but didn't expect this causes kahyok & cheeho quarrel . I'M SORRY :x then walk back to 115 to wait for cheeho to come back from pasir ris . Me and nelson was sitting down discussing some important stuffs . :] ton at cheeho's house , chat with him till midnight 3plus then i fall asleep . Well , yesterday is th first time quarrel with baby , hope kahyok and cheeho will patch thing up soon .:/ Currently at nelson's house , rotting with com .

I'm speechless after all :x After i knew everything came out from your mouth .
Should i believe you ? I wish i could . Let time tell us which path shall we take :x
In fact , i'm really tired thing around me .

I'm Getting Tired :x

Yesterday morning around 11am went up to nelson daddy's house . Then stay at his house do nothing . Watch television and slack ;D then baby , cheeho , nelson & jeremy was playing mahjong so me and kahyok vanilla was sleeping inside th room . Woke up around 6plus , then went out for dinner at block 88 for prata . LOLS . After eat baby went to POSB to transfer money help me to paid money . Thanks baby ! Cheebye , want hong girls now i got boyf take money back from me ! fuck you la , fat ass ! Went back to nelson's house , pei baby watch tv . Kahyok was talking to cheeho inside th bedroom . :/ around 9.30 pei kahyok & cheeho go see doctor . After that go over to 136 as baby & kahyok is hungry . Chitchat awhile baby & cheeho send us to bus stop . Bus-ed back to woodland , meet lionel , adeline & justin at 768 then went to chinatown & have our supper . Have steamboat for our supper , after that cab-ed home . Woke up at 2pm , currently at nelson's house & talking on phone with baby .

To CheeHoe :
Baby , remember th promise we made . I'll do what i promise you :x
Give me time till december i will surrender myself .
I'll behave myself inside , but don't ever leave me . I need you badly .
2years i know it's a challenge for us , this prove how strong is our love .
Never want to lose you again , i still remember everything you done for me before .
It will never vanish from my memory .
Bi , wait for me alright ? I'll be your good girlf from now on .
PohCheeHoe , My only boyf . 16October2009 ` 2301 ♥

Wednesday, October 14, 2009 '

Sister Are Always Better Than Boys

I'm so lazy to say much thing :D So let those pictures do th talking uh . Currently at kahyok vanilla's house , waiting for lionel to come fetch us go chinatown eat steamboat . LOLS . Tomorrow still must be kahyok model . Yeah , tomorrow going St.James .:D

I'll miss someone who deserve to miss :x

Saturday, October 3, 2009 '

Hello dude , i'm back with my blog again . Yesterday around 5plus bus-ed down to tamp meet zhong san ;D Cause we're catching a movie at 9.45pm . Slack with him till 7plus her girlf joyce came back from church . Caspar sister came too :] went to mac to have our dinner , while waiting for ahdai boyf . After having our dinner went to arcade to kill time . Went to catch th show " ugly truth " . It's a comedy show , no regret after watching . It really laughs everyone ass off . LOLS :D After watching movie went to block 165 and wait for thier friend xiu qi to come .:0 Vanessa lesbian came down , not long me , ahdai & vanessa cab-ed down to simei meei ahdai's friend pancake . LOLS . Cab-ed down to geylang to eat . Pancake bring us to a stall to have our supper , we eat barbequeing th food . YUMMY ! :] Then cab-ed down to lavendar to play pool till morning 8plus walk to bugis mac to eat breakfast . I'm already very tired , not long vanessa went home . Shag , nobody accompany me already . Hahs :D went to play arcade , after that went to Sim Lin Square walk , pancake & ahdai went there to have thier lunch . Currently at parklane , ahdai & pancake playing DOTA ! Waiting for adeline meimei to come down . :c Now doing nothing , messaging with kahyok vanilla th whole day . Tomorrow still must go her school there be her model , after that pei ahdai go put angkong ]: Tonight going back woodland again . LOLS . Seriously , i still enjoy being with them . Afterall i still belong to east side , that's my kampong . Okay , that lame .

People do what your heart tell you , don't hurt people who're good to you anymore .
I miss people who are always be there for me , thanks :D

3 more days kahyok vanilla will be free :D