I'm positng today because of my cute little husband <3 HIS BED TIME STORY.
Today's baby off day, so he came over to my house early in th morning just to send me to work. Had the same breakfast everyday. <3 Been doing my work since morning, all th way till now finally I'm free to blog. Happy thing, I'm ending work in 2 hours time. (Y) Tonight having steamboat at baby's house together with his family. OHGOSH! Hopefully I won't feel uncomfortable with his relative around. *SMILEEEEE. Texting with baby and after posting I'm going for a stick. I guess there's nothing much, it's just another working day for me. Nothing cool to mention this few days, I'm keeping myself busy to settle my mind down. Seriously, having a good boyfriend with me could really make me smile without realising it. :) As for my work, Yes. I need to improve my english now, cause sometimes I speak broken english with those slang singaporean. Haha, * FAINT. Gotta be more efficient to cope up with my work. That's all for now.

Getting myself to be wide awake right at this moments! I friggin' need to earn as much money as I can. Need to save as much money as I can to further my studies. I desperately need a diploma for me to pursue my goal. I'm not asking for much, kusting wanted to fulfil my own dreams. Thinking back to my old school day times, totally regret. Used to dump away my bag & homework just to get myself happy and enjoy those fun. Totally didn't realise, I'd lose all my freedom by my own hands. Years of time, chances & freedom. Used to think in a way that I'd own everything but thing ain't that simple. Understood th meaning of, there's no free lunch without working hard. Can't afford to lose anything from today onwards. I need to pull up my socks to follow up with those fellow people. Dislike people tease or despise on me just because they'd those little stinky money or that autority. I even look down more on those rich' "Prince" like th father who own this country, always wants human to goes with their fucking ways. Despite, having those money maybe one day you dirty your own reputation. SO, what I've lose or wasted. I'm gonna retrieved back one by one and those people who look small on me. I'm gonna prove it to you I can also be as smart as you guys ;)

宝贝:
Hello baby. Here a bed time story for you. Yesterday was so eager to read my post, sorry. Was too busy that's why got no time to post yesterday. One good news for you is, I'm willing to tell you bed time story everyday if you're willing to listen. Sorry, I know there's time I did made you feel insecure or disappoint. Even so, don't ever think it's a bad sign. All this thing that happen make you feels unhappy., always remember everything that happen will became a test in our relationship. Once you endure and overcome everything, I'm sure we'll survive through everything that occur us. Like I alway says, I'm not gonna lie to you or hide anything from you. I know there're time I'm being very self-centered & possessive that's because I'm so afraid to lose you. I'm fear of that sulky feeling more than anyone else. Trust me, I'll give you happiness and never' never will I gonna say hurtful words to you. Don't ever freak yourself out being so paranoid. Things you've been thinking will never happen, I'll prove to you every commitment I'd made to you.


我最讨厌就是你不在 我身边时,但还要假装开心。