Monday, December 26, 2011 '
Didn't know time been passing so fast and just didn't realise things has been changing. Trying so hard to satisfies myself by smiling all th time and being kind to other, end up it turn around after gaining something nice for me and I'm totally left alone in th shelves that no one even notice I'm feeling alone and I need a accompany. People tends to be good and nice in front of you. Smile together with you and spending time with you making you feels so happy that you're precious to them. In facts, only idiot like me will think that way. People has been thinking; " Luckily there's you around, if not I'll be bored to death! " Not because they treat you sincerely is because you're good enough for them to use and kill their time. Always thinking that there's always someone would treat me so real but none of them are th same. What can I do ? Venting on you guys or being stupid to force you guys to treat me real ? How long am I suppose to tolerate all these nonsense. Even if I'm gonna stop contacting all my friends, so what ?! Blame me for being soft-hearted and being ignorant. Fine, hovering in those world I might as well do something which makes me feel happy and content rather than feeling down over useless friends of mine. Sorry if my words offend any readers but my words ain't harsh at all. Shall stop my words and goodbye to all my "friends". For now, I'll only stick with my partner who's only true to me.