I had so much things left unsaid and you just leave. If tears could bring you back I wouldn't mind crying for months or years. Sorry that I didn't cherish you when you're around with me, now you're gone! No matter how much I regretted you'll never return to me. I'll tell myself it's okay, at least you don't have to suffer those pains anymore. Your faces, memories, smile, love & care will always remain in my heart silently. Please rest in peach my grandma. You're deeply love by me! 外婆我真的好想你 ♥

Grandma, how are you doing in th new world ? Can you adapt to th world over there, I hope you would as I'm trying to adapt to my own world without you. Thanks god I manage to see you for th last time, thanks for grabbing my hand so tightly. Forgive my stupidity for not understanding what message you would like to pass to us.

You were with me ever since I'm 1year old when adeline just came to this world. Watching us growing up is your happiest thing in your life. When I'm young you used to take care of me, stay by my bed to make sure I'm feeling better and alright. Even when you have problem walking or no matter how tired you are you'll still send and fetch me to school. I missed th moment even when I'm 12years old I still pester you to feed me to eat. Thanks for protecting me and allow me to hide behind you when mum tried to cane me. You have been th greatest love and protection in my life ever since I'm young. You return to your own hometown when we grew up and we barely met but I still miss you. Sorry that in th past I didn't know how to dote on you more or respect you. It's too late to regret now, whatever I said now can never change th facts that you have already left me for a better world. I know you'll be looking at me and protect me secretly, how I wish you'll get up and hug me and smack my butt for just ONCE! Just once and I'll let go. Why did you leave us so early ? You promise to watch me get married and give birth, but you broke th promise! Is there anyway I can bring you back to th world again? Just said it from your mouth, no matter how tough or pain I suffer. If it allows you to return to th world I will do it just for you. Grandma, would just come back to me? After you left me, I became a lost kid again. Everytime when I'm lost in school or outside you'll be looking for me, when you found me you'll lecture me and it's been ages I hear your voice. I'm afraid memories will fade away, I love you so much! ♥